Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I Lost You (the one that got away...)

you were right there in front of my face
too many feelings my heart couldnt place
i was too busy, wasnt paying attention
you were patiently waiting for me to make a connection
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you moved along...
you couldnt wait for me to decide
i was to busy locked up inside
you'll always hold a place in this heart
i only wish i could go back to the start
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every word ive said was true
nothing will change the way i feel about you
you understood me when nobody could
knew you couldnt wait but hoped that you would
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you moved along...
you couldnt wait for me
locked up inside, i was just to busy
in my heart you will always be
just please please dont forget me
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I Lost You...
I Lost You...
I Lost You...
I Love You...

Monday, March 14, 2005

Dead From You...

anger...
jealousy...
rage...
hate...

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how many emotions can one person bare
so many things in life are not fair
somtimes its easier to just give up
so many things are just fukd up

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betrayal...
depression...
emptiness...
lonelyness...

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how many emotions can one person bare
so many things in life are not fair
somtimes it easier to just give up
so many things are just fukd up

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alone...
betrayed...
broken...
hurt...
cold...
sorry...
dead...

Take it all Away

im goin crazy.. im goin insane
all these thoughts in my fukd up brain

all these plans to just make it right
but all i really wanna do is fight

ive felt this pain & ive been here before
theres too much shit that i cant bare anymore

i wanna runaway and find a place to hide
and get rid of all these demons inside

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its sad to say
but i cant take one more day
sumtimes i feel
like takin it all away
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ive always heard that god has his plan
but this sumthin i'll never understand

why would his plan fuk wit me and you
im so afraid of cracking in front you

because if i break who's gonna put me back together
this is one more storm that my heart just cant weather

so if you look at me and i begin to cry
please, just say fuk it, and walk on by

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its sad to say
but i cant take one more day
sumtimes i feel like
takin it all away
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Did I Miss Sumthin?

u fucked me up
and what do i get?
fucked up pride
and years of regret!
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so now im lost
dyin inside
trying to figure out
y the fuk u lied
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u took a ride
when u should have stayed
and now ur fukd cause
of the mistakes u made
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all those years
of bullshit and lies
why the fuk couldnt
god hear my cries?
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i ask all the time
to just make this right
and now i cant
even sleep at night
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so now im cold
fukd up and broken
what are u kidding me..?
God must be joking
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u say its ok
and we can fix this
but what the fuk
how the hell did i miss this?
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