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to many things
and so many distractions
i say all these words
just to see your reaction


you mean more to me than you will ever know
i just wish i could show you and you didnt have to go

i need someone else to live inside my head and take control

im not loving and im not caring
yes this is me, please stop staring

What a Mess

my pants are all crooked
and my shirt is a mess
when was my last haircut?
i cant even guess

i barely sleep at night
and im always tired
drink coffee all day
hoping to get wired

how did i get this way
and why dont i care
im bored all the time
with just a blank stare

whats on my mind
where are my thoughts
i gotta stop all this
before i get caught

but thats just it
i dont even care
all my time spent
wishing you were here

so where is my mind
i thought you knew
my mind is here
but my heart is with you

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